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Haiz... tonight i really going crazy again for some reason... lucky this time i control it down so that i wun disturb anyone... ya... again same problem pass through my mind and make me feel sad and lonely... idiot... ah~ just trying to make myself convince that i m too childish for another relationship and studies is the most impt thing now... but then... this idea come from the devil... no gf = no motivation to work harder
well... half true half not true la... for some reasons which i dun quite understand also... haha...
hmmm... think i hav tried to help ppl but den ignore abt my own situation... haha... so stupid... i cnt save my ownself... how come i try help others solve their prob... wat an idiot sial... now let ppl know and they will "LMAO"... yaya... i know i m a dumbass... i know i hav no gut to rej ppl when they really nid my help... i know i m too softhearted and always act like a sissy guy... i know gals will think i m their sister... ya... some guys will think that is really gd... ya... gd... but den... the only gal that i wan her attention doesn't really gimme her attention...
when she tell me she dun hate me... i really feel so relieve... but then... when she tell me to give up on her... my world has collapsed on me... i really dunno wat i should do anymore... my Mistakes have cost me alot... and this time... is too much... i got too many regrets and that mistake is one of my biggest regrets... i screwed things up myself... at the very last moment i screwed it up... i really hate myself... worse thing i done is that i try to blame it on other ppl... ya... so stupid... i myself make the mistake and i blame on other ppl...
well... i hav been also telling myself that cars, family and friends only matter to me and cars is the things i really focus alot on... but then... when this mindset loses it meaning... i really go crazy like now... and well... i really got so much thoughts in my mind and is driving me crazy... All the regrets... All the questions abt my feeling towards her...