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N Sunday, 2 September 2007 / 11:40 pm

ytd... i was totally in mess... i totally hav no strength to use brain or even think... th afternoon part was stupid... i went out to meetgk... den wait for her for 2 hr den check my wallet... i found that i only bring $4 wif me and nv bring ATM... great to...(in jap) so stupid... den go hm take lo... after that meet her and her sis go eat dinner den movie... but my mind is totally off... i cnt think or do other things... just dunno y... i got depress something... and i dun really noe abt it... den gk parents treat me go east coast eat... den bring me hm... hmmm... everytime after having meet wif me gk... i will feel very happy when i reach hm... but this time... i dun... n i m not sure wat happen to me... i dun feel much of happiness in me... i still feel very hollow in me... it is so empty that i can hear my echo... haiz... wat has really actually happen??? where is my mood??? haiz... still trying to find it back... Who can help me??? I think this time... only god or "brothers" can help me liao... cos they r the one who live in this world for so long... haha...

DEn today... my mom bring my dad go out eat gd thing as to celebrate his bday tml... haha... haiz... den me have to stay at hm for the whole day play games... cos... no lorry... haiz... sian... worst thing is that... my mood hav not recover... i still dun hav mood to play games or do anythings... i think i m turning to zombie sooner or later... great to(jap)...

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