Woo... Long time no update my blog lo...
haha... it is as cold as ever... no one tag on my
tagboard recently... even my
gf too...
wa... i think i m being left alone by them again...
haha...
nvm... get used to it
liao... well... today went into my
gf friendster...
lol... i finally discover something... she is single... oh great...
haha...
nvm... that one i understand...
haha... anyway... i also realise something... not only she is invisible in my
msn... she is also invisible in my memory... well.. i really dunno what happen to my memory now... getting more absent minded than usual... Like what
kanga say..
STM...
haha...
nvm... all now i can remember her as a girl who i
sms every thing i wake up...
haha... other than that is all blurry...
haha... too bad... all i can rmb is her sound and how she feel like... is like a gal without face in my memory talking to me... i think i never see her for a long time
liao...
haha...
nvm... as long as i remember her name can
liao...
haha... in the past even i forget her, i can still sense her...
haha... now... no longer at all... thing change
alot sia... her personality change and her
presense that i feel has change also... just like she is another person liao... maybe i think too much...
nvm... i m trying to get something to make my insecure feeling away...
haha... well... honestly... i think she dun like me anymore... well... if that is the fact... den i have to better accept it by hard way... but i still trust her... relationship without trust is totally a waste... well... i dun really know how relationship gonna last with very little communication...
haiz... terrible... all i can do is to put my faith in it and do my best... keep sms her even i really have nth to talk to her... :)
Well... today...
haiz... early morning go
ICA building... den there say they r close and will reopen on
friday... damn it la... me reach there already put $1 coupon den tell me u r close... stupid... den go to my favorite market eat my favorite porridge, fried bee
hoon and also
Chee chiong fan...
haha... den aft that drive to ah ma
hse buy chicken rice go home it...
haha... den... today practical test is terrible... i do the 10mark
qn wrong totally...
ARRR!!!! Damn me
sia... dun even trust my own
feeling... haiz... feeling told me use linear programming... but i doubt it and use some wulu module... haiz... wasted... den reach hm kena scold for not slping and use com until 3am... damn it lo... me got things to do lo... haiz... totally sux sia... anyway... tdy stil nid thx kanga to acc me at nite... haha... thx u xiao evil... haha...